I wonder?

if you have to bring something up even when it's something currently bothering you, are you really over it? I feel like when you're really over something, it shouldn't really come to mind and you shouldn't feel the need to complain about it and say that you're happy they're not in your life anymore. I feel like you're still clearly bothered by it if you feel the need to sat that. Am I right? Is it wrong to get involved in something thats just finally getting finished up? Even if two people say they're over the past, can one still linger? It takes a lot to really know a person and figure out what's going through their head but how do you even begin to try to judge whether or not they're over something. I don't want to point fingers but I then again no one wants to set themselves up for failure. Well, let's all hope that you are actually over it and you bringing it up was just you venting. Here's to hoping.

fresh start

well, I'm not sure how many people will actually read this but i figured i would give writing another shot. i really enjoyed it when i used to do it regularly. well a little bit about myself, i am 17, soon to be 18 (woot woot!). i am a senior at the glorious (ha) south high school in too small, willoughby. i work at red lobster and burger king. i have some pretty amazing friends and one very amazing soon to be boyfriend. its really crazy how life unfolds. you spend the majority of life finding yourself and the other half finding the person you're "supposed" to be with. i can promise that the second you stop looking and take a moment to really enjoy life, you find you and that person. i can't promise that any of my posts will be interesting or even worth reading but then again most things in life are optional. i kind of have a weird mind, i just think about everything at once and constantly try to make sure that my existence matters. i hate to admit it but i really want to be remembered. even if its by loved ones, just someone ya know. isn't that what we all want? a purpose with an interesting story behind it? i know thats all i want. i don't take life for granted or at least i try not to. i have a huge heart and need to help people but that doesn't mean i let people walk all over me. i am my own person with my own thoughts and whether you want to hear them or not, i let them be known. I'm kind of a unique individual.